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thank you so much

hazzieqqa — Thu, 10 Jun 2010 04:20:07 +0000

thanks for everything
i helped you this what i get from you…
thanks.
shouldnt have trusted you
i told you everything because i dont wan to get hurt like me
but instead you dont appreciate it
you told him everything
f you la
thanks e
i was having fun during my cca when your text f me up
he texted me, he called me
instead of you replying to my msg, you asked your stupid bloody shit god sis or some stupid kakak angkat to reply me
wtf la
coward or what?
guess you totally know how to f me up
thank you so much
i love getting scolded by him
i just love it
i love being f up
you spoilt my whole day

get out of my life you fcuker!

sheesh

hazzieqqa — Tue, 08 Jun 2010 11:03:37 +0000

WTF am i doing???
why amm i always hurting people
F LAH!

though you deleted the msg, i still checked my email for it.
tell me what should i do
tell me whats wrong with me
tell me im being unfair
tell me straight in my fair not through fb.
please.
im begging you.
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this is for you.

hazzieqqa — Mon, 07 Jun 2010 11:31:21 +0000

“You meet people who forget you. You forget people you meet. But sometimes you meet those people you can’t forget. Those are your friends”

its had been two nights we have been talking over it. im sorry to bring up this matter. but i guess its time to clear the air.
im sorry to say that i would rather we spilt ways. the connection between us is just not there. you know it yourself. i told myself that you are just too busy to contact. it didnt hurt that much. but when im down, thats when i need someone but you are just not there. why aint you beside me like you used to be last time?
the moment that i wont forget was early this yr…
you were ‘angry’ with me because i didnt tell you that im attached. did i even mention anything when you got attached without me knowing? all i did was to look thru your fb profile and pictures while keeping quiet. the day that i broke up with him, do you know what i was doing? do you know that i sat at the void deck alone till 11pm? do you know how much pain im suffering until a technician in my sch came to me? when you finally texted me, it was too late.
i just dont know why.
you were the one who knew a lot of things about me. but now, i just cant let things out to you again.

i really need someone who will be beside me all the time.
it hasnt been easy for me in JC
im really sorry

i have a lot more to say but i have to go…
i will add more when im online again.

hazzieqqa — Wed, 02 Jun 2010 16:16:33 +0000

my tears shed today
im very sad
why am i talking to her?
i dont know
im giving up you because of her
i hear her
she loves you so much
and i know you love her so much

i need to let you go
i dont want to hold on to you anymore
i dont want!

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hazzieqqa — Sat, 22 May 2010 14:08:29 +0000

i dont want to pin any hopes
i want to move on
it so difficult
i didnt expect to suffer this much
i need air
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i need a support
maybe from you
maybe not from you
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hazzieqqa — Sun, 04 Apr 2010 07:50:17 +0000

It hurts me so much for the past two days,
It shouldn’t turn out this way.
We were suppose to have fun together,
And not the other way round.
The moment you walked away from me,
The moment you showed your anger,
The moment you let go of me when I held you,
And the moment you held me in your hands.
Those are the moments that keep playing in mind.
I couldn’t forget them.
It was the moment which made me realized,
All the pain that I had caused in you.
It was the turning point for me.

Bby,
My heart really breaks bile you tinggalkan I macam gitu saje
You tak nak bebual ngan I bile you tengah marah, tak pe
Tapi jangan sampai tak tengok muke I pun
Dah I tak nak bebual pasal nie lagi
Nie smue dah settle smalam

Bby,
Im so sorry pasal boi lain text i
Trust me bby,
Only N yg text I slame nie
I tak text boi lain pun
I da tak contact pun kawan sec sch
I tak pernah kua ngan boi lain smenjak kite together
Kecuali pagi2 I nak gi sch,
I gi ngan due kawan I, one boy and one girl
Dorang pun my sec sch frens and dorang tinggal kat sembawang
Selain dari tu, I tak pernah kluar ngan boi lain

Bby…
Caye I pls.
Itu je yg I mintak dari you
For every tears I shed for you,
It shows how much I love you till im not willing to let you go…
Never ask why I love you, just accept that I do, and that I will for the rest of my life

I ♥ you bby
i miss you so much…